1st day in Bali..

After we went to hotel, we went to the beach named dreamland.
We reached the gate,
The glorious beach, and the diamonds of the sun light danced on the water appeared in my mind.
Over there, we played together.
But, debbie refused to join us. She decided to sit on the bench and watch us play.
We arm in arm walked against the waves.
The waves was very strong, washed us away.
And I felt the water went inside my nose, it was very hurt. When I spat, the sands came out from my mouth.

A little accindent happened,
In the middle when we were having fun, Anya shouted.
She said her leg cramped.
We helped her, carried her to the beach.
In a little while her leg was back.
She continued playing.

About 3 o'clock we decided to go back to the hotel.
After we reached hotel some of us decided to go swimming.
About 7 o'clock, we walked to seek 4 dinner and dvd.
Caroline bought horror movie.
During night, some of us went to caroline's room to watch the dvd.
Some of us screamed about 5 minutes after the dvd played..
It was wonderful day...
To be continued..

Bali

3rd June

The sound of my alarm woke me up n it showed 4 a.m..
I murmured to my self "This is the day!"
I rushed to prepare my self to go..
When the clock showed 5, I took the car key and rushed to the airport..
On the way to the airport,
I could saw the sky slowly changed from misty pumpkin shade, to bright lime.

I arrived at airport and met my friends.
There were 15 of us went to Bali.
I could see on their face that they already waited this day..
We rushed to go inside.
One of the staff said,"come quickly, quickly!"
We were the last passangers that they waited for.

We took off at 6.30 a.m
About 45 minutes we arrived to the most wanted island "Bali"
I could see smile was breaking accros our face.
There were 2 cars already waited for us and brought us to hotel.
Unfortunately, the cars weren't enough to load all of us.
Caroline n patrick decided to waited at the airport.
The rest went to hotel.

We were welcomed when we arrived hotel,
All of us was waiting patrick and caroline to come.
We sat on the bench near the swimming pool.
H, Alfon and Teresa decided to take picture together..
That was the time I knew that Alfon was a narcis person..
Ckckck..
hehehe..

Howie, Oline, Melia,Steffie, Debbie and I sat on the bench enjoyed the sun light and played card..


To be continued..

The tears of a little girl

The sun was so deeply buried behind the clouds,
It gave us meaning that the clouds was about to cry..
As the clouds cry,
It accompanied with the little girl tears..
Drops by drops a little tears drenched from her little brown eyes..
Her eyes was depicted of misery and pain.
Nobody noticed that this girl was sitting on near the window, staring at the nothingness and buried in the darkness..
The smile that she set everyday on her face,
It was only a decoy..
No one know what exactly she felt..

The time when she saw the other children embraced their parents,
A smile always breaking accross her face..
Beside of that, a thousand arrow pierce into her heart.
And something appeared in hr mind "why I'm not as lucky as that children?"

She doesn't have someone who listen what she felt..
Infront of the people,
She pretend that she's strong,
She could conquer everything..
But,
Behind of all, she's only a little girl..
Who always covered with tears..
Who need love..
Who need attention...

There is only one reason why she became like this..
and..
There is only one person who make her life fill with misery and pain..
But,
No one knows the reason and who is this person..
But the only thing we know that someday,
this pitiful girl will take a revenge for what did she felt, to the person who make her suffer..

Disaster!!!!

Oh no!!!!!
Disaster!!!!!
My laptop error!!!!!!

Oh no!!!
I can't open my itunes!!!
Holy cow!!!
What the fish???
Aaaaaaaaaaaaa.....
All of this because of the stupid idiot game!!!
aaaaaaaa.....
Pls don't....
Oh no....
Helpp!!!!
Disaster!!!!!!

And I want to say to one of my friends...
Stop saying 'kapersky'!!!
There's nothing to do with anti virus!!!

What will U do??

What will U do if there is an announcement that tomorrow is the end of the world?

What is the first thing U do?
1. Stay in the church and pray to God, ask Him to forgive all Ur sins.
2. Ask Ur boyfriend/girlfriend to get married that time.
3. Buy a land for ur funeral and then suicide.
4. Call all Ur friends, family and asked them to forgive all Ur fault.
5. Go to the place that U wish to go.
6. Use all of Ur money
7. Take a revenge to the people that hurt U.
8. Sell all of Ur gold, things and send the money for charity.
9. Invite all ur friends and family for the last supper.
10. Do nothing just sleep and wait the time comes.

What is Ur choice??

Bunch Of Moron

When the word "family" comes out from their mouth..
It sound like very comforting, calming,
Like when there is a gun point on Ur head, they will automatically sacrifice their selves to replace Ur head..

But,
Word is just a word..
Can't never be trusted..

When the time someone offer them a "gold"..
The word "family" suddenly disappeared as the wind blown..
They would sacrifice everything for a small amount of money..
They rather sacrificed their family than loss the money..

This bunch of people never use the part of their body called "brain"..
Never use their heart..

I don't know how to describe them..
It seems that there is no word in the dictionary which is suitable to describe this bunch of moron..
How could they push their family into the dark well..
How could they sacrifice their family who always help them when they got problems..
I totally don't understand this kind of people..

"Very..."

Very.
Definition: "In a high degree; extremely; exceedingly: A giant is very tall."

I think..
Everything in "Very" is not good..

"Very beautiful"
It makes everybody jealous at U, and less people will be Ur friends.

"Very bad"
It makes people sick of seeing Ur face.

"Very Naughty"
It makes the people around U r sick of U.

"Very Innocent"
It makes U don't know everything.

"Very famous"
It makes U can't go everywhere, because there are a lot of paparazi.

"Very clever"
It makes U become a crazy person. Most of the people I met who are very clever, they have something wrong in their brain because of his cleverness. And they always think very far, and sometimes when U talk to them they never bother U.

"Very Idiot"
It makes U can't do anything. It makes another people damn tired too. It is because other people are very frustated to teach U.

"Very Complicated"
It makes people lazy to become ur friends.

"Very lazy"It makes U become a "handicap". U can't do anything because U r lazy to learn

"Very diligent"
It makes U become innocent. U never hang out or do something fun, because of one reason "study"

"Very full"
It makes U get stomachache.

"Very hungry"
It makes U get stomachache too and makes U need to spend money to buy antacids.

"Very stingy"
It makes U can't enjoy this beautiful world.

"Very lavish"
It makes U can't save Ur money (except U r billionaire)

"Very old-fashioned"
It makes Ur brain can't develop.

"Very modern"
It makes U too develop and forget about ancient thing.


"Very Rich"
It makes U confused to save, use, bring the money. And people will be Ur friends with Ur money not U.

"Very Poor"
It makes U can't even buy "a" rice. U can't enjoy the world.

Moral of the story:
Everything have a proportion..
If it is too much or less its not good too.
The best thing is stay in the middle..

^^,

Last Friday..

Started term 4,
The good image of "friday" was transformed by 180'..
Friday should be the last day of school, usually friday was the most happier day in a week..
But not for now.
Friday was the most creepiest day..
It was because started from now, every friday we always get a test..
Huh..
Very tired too study...

But,
Yesterday, after we got a test.
We had a little fun..
We played some game to fill the free time..
One of the game,
The rule was we had to step the other people foot..

And I lose in the 2nd round..
Do U know who step on my foot?
It is "SENDY"!!!
Aaaaaaaaaaaaa...
Sendy!!!!! The first time I didn't realise that sendy was standing beside me..
When sendy got the turn, suddenly I felt that someone was stepped on me..
And I realise that it was "SENDY!!!"
Oh no!!!
Sendy!! Next time I will step on Ur FEET!!!!
hahaha..
But, It was very fun..

Friend..

"A friend loves at all times..." Proverbs 17:17

When you ask God for a gift,
Be thankful if he sends,
Not diamonds, pearls or riches,
but the love of real true friends."
~Helen Steiner Rice

Is that true?
Is friend come a gift that GOD gave 2 us?
Should we said thank U?


The best way to keep your friends is not to give them away."
~ Wilson Mizner

"If we would build on a sure foundation in friendship,
we must love friends for their sake rather than for our own."
~ Charlotte Bronte


Should I believe that quotes?
The question have been address half a dozen times in my mind..
And yet I haven't found the answer..
I'm on my way waiting for the answer to come..
I don't know how long, this endless waiting will end...

A troublesome grandpa..

The sound or the car horn woke me up today.
I sat on my bed for a moment, to recover my consciousness.
I stared blankly at my wall.
Suddenly I startled by the sound of my cell phone.
I got a call, It was my uncle.
I felt curious why he called me.
I pressed the answer button..
When he heard my voice, he started his endless nonsensical talking and he started to scold me..

My nothingness feeling substituted by bewildered feeling..
I didnt know everything..
I murmured to my self "What is he talking about?"
Tried to cover my confusion, I just gave him my simplest answer "I dont know"

In a minute I grasped what the hell he talked about.
It was because,
My grandparents ask me to go jombang today..
Because of some nonsensical reason..
And my grandpa, asked my uncle to pick me up.
If he tries to reject it, my grandpa would start to play his card..
First,he would begin to set his frowned face..
Second, he would place his hand on his forehead like a man loss his company..
Third, he would begin to walk back and forth..
Finally, he started to grumble "Oh no! Oh no! My children didn't love me!! They never want to do what I said!! Oh no!!"
Can U imagine that?

"what the fish!!! I dont know anything!!! Aaaaaaaa.. Grandpaaaa, why U always put me in a trouble???" I started shouted in my head.

Wealth is "not" everything..

Most of the people always said:
"You are very lucky, your family was very rich"

or
"Your parents are rich, your life must be very happy."

or
"If I am very rich like U, my life overwhelm with joyful!"


Is the statement above is true?
Is that our wealth made us "always" happy?
I don't think so..

I give U an example:
U r the child of the richest man in the city,
Everyting U want, always get it.
But, Ur father always busy with his work..
And Ur mother? Always busy with her own thing..
When U asked them to eat dinner together they always make a thousand reason to reject it.
How's ur feeling?
Happy or lonely?

Most of the people when they said like I mentioned above,
Their brain did not work or maybe they never use their brain.

Wealth maybe make us feel happy, because we can buy clothes, jewelery, cars, houses..
But that only an "object"..
That feeling its only a moment..

The question is "can money buy love?"
The answer is "NO!!"
So, the conclusion is..
"Wealth is not everything, Wealth is not the most important in our life."
"Money is important but, not "the most" important"

Finally I got it!

I woke up with my heart full of joy..
And murmured to my self "This is the day!"

My Grand pa also reminded me to wake up earlier than before.
My driver picked me up at 9.
We rushed to that place.
Honestly, I didn't know what was the placed named.
It was look like a police station.

We arrived there, my driver asked me to sit and wait. While he gave the document to the one of the staffs.
I sat overthere, stare at the unfamiliar crowded place, it was very noisy.
It was very strange, but it didnt matter because after this I would get the thing that I waited for a long time..

In a little while one of the staff called my name.
I took a pace approached it, they asked me to sign on the paper.
Then they took my picture, and it was done..
The only thing I needed to do was waiting..

I sat about 5 minutes.
Suddenly, there was an announcement said "Diana Natalia, please go to the third counter."
I took faltering steps approaches there..
When they handed me a small card with my name written on it.
When this small card was on my hand,
Smile was breaking across my face..
I was on cloud nine, felt contented..
And murmured to my self " Finally I got it! I got it! haha."
After a endless waiting, finally I got this small card..

It was my first driving license..

Appreciate what U get...

When U said "God, why I didn't born with a silver spoon in my mouth?"
How about the people who live in shanty town?

When U said "God, why I didn't go to school by BMW?"
How about the people who go to school on foot?

When U said "God why I don't have BlackBerry?"
How about the people who don't have telephone?

When U said "God why I'm not beautiful?"
How about people who born with harelip?

When U said "God, why my mom didn't give me more money for buy some snack?"
How about people who don't have money to buy rice?

Everyone never appreciate what they have..
Always beefed, grumbled when they didn't get what they want.

But,
Let's think about the people who don't have anything.
The beggar, famines, handicap, the homeless people..
They more suffered than us.
We are lucky to have all of this.

Let's try to appreciate what we have.
Try not to grumble, say thanks to God for what He gave us..
It's difficult..
But, If we try..
Nothing is impossible, right?

I dont know what I suppose to say..
I dont know what I suppose to do..

I came to their house with my heart full of elation.
I can't conceal my feeling that I missed them..
The happiness atmosphere was substitude by resentment.
When he began opening his mouth,
I could feel that the words which would come out from him will be as sharp as a knife..
It's true, I got reprimanded that day..
I just gave him a smile, to fake my feeling.
But,
My heart filled by resentment.

Why always me?
Why they never thought that that's not my fault?
Is it because I am the oldest?
A big question mark always filled my mind.
I know he did this to me because he didnt know the true story..
I tried to hide this from him.
Until the time has come.

Until the emotion can't be controlled anymore,
And there the word "patient" vanish from our dictionary..

My day..

Seconds like a minute,
Minutes like an hour,
Hours like a day...
That's what I feel today..

The emptiness, boredom enveloped me..
Do nothing at school.
No lesson, no laptop, just sitting and listening to the music from my ipod.
No laughing sound, no chattering sound for today..
Some parts of my heart seemed to be missing..

When I saw them,
A sharp knife was piercing into my heart and slice it into pieces..
I felt like the tears can't no longer to hold..
But, I told my self to be strong..
No tears came out for today..

But,
If the tears can't no longer to be hold anymore..
And at that time I can't stop it..
Let the rain come down and wash it away...