I dont know what I suppose to say..
I dont know what I suppose to do..

I came to their house with my heart full of elation.
I can't conceal my feeling that I missed them..
The happiness atmosphere was substitude by resentment.
When he began opening his mouth,
I could feel that the words which would come out from him will be as sharp as a knife..
It's true, I got reprimanded that day..
I just gave him a smile, to fake my feeling.
But,
My heart filled by resentment.

Why always me?
Why they never thought that that's not my fault?
Is it because I am the oldest?
A big question mark always filled my mind.
I know he did this to me because he didnt know the true story..
I tried to hide this from him.
Until the time has come.

Until the emotion can't be controlled anymore,
And there the word "patient" vanish from our dictionary..